My First Times

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Pairing: Brennan/Jesse

Challenge: Peja's First.... Challenge

Rating: NC-17

Status: Complete

Series/Sequel: if you want any

Disclaimers: They aren't mine. Marvel Studios and the people associated with them do. I just borrow them and return them.

Summary: Jesse describes his first time kissing and making love to Brennan

Warnings: none

Notes: none


My first kiss with Brennan Mulwray was not what I expected. I didn't expect the sensualness. I didn't expect it to happen when and where it did happen. Let me explain because you are looking a little confused.

We had gone out on an information-hunting mission. This mission was unlike all of our other missions. Instead of finding a New Mutant we were gathering information for Adam and all of our databases. This helped me a lot because I took care of all the data and computers and everything but the girls, Adam, and Brennan. Especially Brennan. I had wanted to take care of Brennan for a long time. Unbeknownst to me Brennan felt the same way. So you could say that we had an unrequited love thing going on.

Anyway, we had come back from the mission and were relaxing. Well, everyone else was. I was entering the data we had found when I had heard a movement behind me. I looked up to see Brennan standing there. He was smiling much like Shalimar does when she is on a hunt. That made me shiver. His hand went out to touch and rub my arm. He was purring. Oh boy, I was thinking that Shalimar was the only one that was capable of doing that. I smiled tentatively at him. He kept that smile on his face. I felt like I was in the Twilight Zone. This was not the Brennan I knew. He was looking at me like a hunter would at his prey. He looked at me with those chocolate brown eyes of his. I could loose myself in those eyes. I saw passion and desire there that I hadn't had before. After our climatic ending of the day Brennan had said that he couldn't stand the dancing anymore and had to make his move. I'm glad he did.

Brennan slowly dropped his head towards mine. I couldn't move. I didn't know want to either. I was thinking I should push Brennan away but another part of me was telling me to stay. I listened to the part that said stay. I stared at those full lips as they kept coming towards me. And then I went into action. I meet Brennan part way. Oh man were those lips ever sensual. I couldn't believe it. I was kissing Brennan for the first time. His lips were on mine and we were kissing. He was sucking my tongue out of my mouth. And I was loving every minute of it. The kiss wasn't brief and neither was it soft and gentle. Brennan put as much demanding and hardness into this one kiss that he would into anything that he was trying at the time. And all this time I was hoping that he would try more with me. After a few breathless moments, Brennan lifted his head away from me and chuckled. He later said I look a little debauched by that one kiss. Brennan is good at the debauching. Trust me, I know.

"Well? You like." He demanded.

"You bet. I like so much I just might suggest you take me to bed."

I laughed not thinking that Brennan would take me up on this the first time that I suggested it. Boy was I wrong. Brennan took my hand and pulled me out of my chair. Then he led me towards his bedroom. I went willingly. He gently or maybe roughly (I'm not really sure which) pushed me towards his bed when we had entered the room. He smiled at me and started to strip me in anticipation for our first time together as lovers.

I wanted to help with the undressing but Brennan just kept swatting my hands away so I took the hint and let him do what he wanted to do. As Brennan continued to take my clothes off I observed him. He was sensual and daring all at the same time. He was passionate and caring. I had a few bruises on me and he had reached out a gentle hand to touch them. He kissed them and then lifted his head to smile a gentle smile at me.

Brennan pushed me further onto the bed when he joined me. He started that sensual kiss again. Neither one of us came up for air for a few minutes. Brennan then started his assault on my body. First, he kissed, licked, and nipped his way down to my nipples, which he took into his mouth and sucked until they were hard peaks. I jumped and moaned when he started to suck on my nipples. When I thought I could take no more Brennan started his assault on the rest of my body. He gently kissed his way towards my cock. I shuddered as he took my cock in that fabulous mouth of his.

He sucked and nipped all along my length. I moaned and told him I wanted more from him. Brennan looked up at me and smiled. He wasn't going to let me come yet. His brown eyes were even darker from the passion of our lovemaking. Brennan reached for the lube in his bedside table. He found it and coated his fingers with it. He slowly entered my ass with one finger then two and then three to prepare me for his cock. Knowing that he had prepared me enough Brennan slowly entered me. He took it a little at a time allowing me to adjust to him. It didn't take long for me to adjust and Brennan was thrusting in and out of me. He took my cock in his hand and timed his rhythm to bring us both to an all-consuming orgasm at the same time. I moaned and thrashed about with pleasure. With a few more last thrusts Brennan came. He stroked my cock several more times bringing me to completion. He pulled out of me and took me in his arms. We were both sated and warm from our lovemaking and drifted off to sleep.

I lay here thinking about that time. And every time that Brennan has made love to me feels like the first time. After that first initial round, Brennan was slow and gentle. He let me take over a time or two but usually it was him doing the lovemaking.

Neither one of us can think if there would be anyone else. I don't think that there will ever be. You see Brennan and I are more in love as much as the first time we ever saw each other. We both wish though that we hadn't lost that time dancing around each other. We are glad now that we came to our senses.

I look over at Brennan and smile. I run my hands through all that black hair and sigh. This is where I want to be. I want to stay forever in Brennan Mulwray's arms.

"I love you. Sleep well, my love." I whisper and drift off.

Brennan smiles and whispers to his love and snuggles Jesse to him. He is happy and joyous that he has the love of his life with him.